Saturday at last
(Written by Dan McDonald)
Saturday is an idea as much as it is
the seventh day in a calendar’s week. For many of us, Monday through Friday is
owned by our jobs, Sunday by our church, and so Saturday becomes the day for
chores, family outings, enjoying nature, any number of pursuits. I haven’t had
a Saturday like that for a while. I have been working Monday through Saturday,
12 hours a day. But today is Saturday, really Saturday in spirit as well as
name. A day I get to relax, do some chores, probably take my camera for a walk,
and write, and perhaps go to the art museum that is free on the second Saturday.
Maybe this evening I will go to the little restaurant serving food in the style
of the small Caribbean Island known as Domenica. I hope everyone finds their
own special way to savor and enjoy the specialness of a Saturday.
I am grateful that my six weeks of
long hours of work have drawn to a close. But I am also grateful that this
season of long hours has not been as grating upon my soul as these seasons have
been in the past. I have to give thanks to God for preparing my soul to wander
through the wilderness of these long hours that are not particularly suited to
me. I am a dreamer who feels an extra need to reflect and contemplate, or I feel
myself becoming a lunatic feeling invaded by a hostile world seeking to possess
me until I howl in the night. I need down time to retain a semblance of sanity.
I need down time the way some need to be busy.
Several books have helped prepare me
for this wandering in the wilderness of long work hours. These are the books I
have been reading this year. Each of these books has helped sustain me in my
wilderness.
Celebration of Discipline by
Richard J. Foster was written to help Christians learn the ways Christians have
always sought to meet with God in the many means to that end at our disposal.
It is a classic now, although written in the 1970’s. I had been told long ago
that this would be a good book for me to read. I imagined it was a book that it
was not. I’ve always felt the weakness of my meandering ways, the dreamer in
need of discipline. It wasn’t that I didn’t want to be disciplined, but that
each attempt failed and left me more miserable than before. But this was not a
book about getting your life in perfect order, but instead was a work about developing the habits that enable you to commune with God and discover the
grace of his communion. This was the sort of book that helps a dreamer to
integrate his meandering lifestyle with a discipline that really matters.
Heavenly Participation by
Hans Boersma is written to an Evangelical world discovering mystery as part of
the Christian inheritance. He is trying to encourage those pursuing mystery to
realize that in the history of the Christian tradition the roots of
understanding the world as a sacramental tapestry, a tapestry where God is
discovered in connection with and not severed from his creation. There is real
knowledge of God but it is a knowledge wherein we know in part and our joy is
that we are known fully. The world in which we live was created in and through
the Word, and the Word became flesh. God is present as much in a 72 hour work
week as in a reading from the Scriptures, but to be understood in a way that neither
diminishes the Scriptures or our labors. The book was written by an Evangelical
theologian who has appreciated insights from Catholic theologians who have
sought to call the church back to the insights of the Church Fathers. One of
the insights I have most appreciated is a view of our Christian lives within
the Living Tradition around the table of our Lord. The banquet served at the
Lord’s Table is participated in by men and women and children from all times
and places. There is significance in each participant’s experience of the life
of Christ whether one comes from a medieval European setting, a modern New
Yorker’s experience, or that of a convert in a third world country. The Living
Tradition is not merely a creed preserved through history as important as that
is, but it is also what each of us brings from our experience of life to the
table as we participate in the grace and mercies of God. A 72 hour work week
does not separate me from the Lord’s Table. It simply becomes something I bring
to the table as I partake of the Lord and his mercies. Our places in life are a
part of our participation in the life of Christ. That should be a comfort to
know as we face the struggles, sorrows, labors, temptations, and difficulties
of life not only in our individual lives, but alongside the lives of others
sitting at our Lord’s Table.
I read Dorothy Day’s The Long
Loneliness. It was a wonderful story of a woman who wanted to see a world
where life, labor, worship, and community were not opposed to one another, as
they often seem to be. I found her reflections helpful for our own times. She
was wary of seeing the needs of humanity taken over by the state and its
bureaucracies. She felt the state too much tended to the needs of the empowered
to sustain a life where wage slaves were kept from creating freedom and
communities by making a system of exploitation livable instead of reshaping
community life away from the system of exploitation. She understood that at
times there was usefulness helping the poor alongside Communists and
anarchists, but that always the Church in Christ’s name should offer a distinct
enabling and nurturing of our humanity. There is a lesson for us in this
political season. We may favor one political agenda or another as the best
means to enable a free and just society, but ultimately our Gospel is a Gospel
that reaches out to humanity in the fullness of our needs so as to confer upon
us both the forgiveness of our sins and the ability to hear the command to get
up and walk. This comes through incarnational life. God, in Christ, entered our
worlds to bring us forgiveness and to teach us to walk, and the Church and we
as Christian people are never any more fruitful than when we set aside our
privileges and enter the world that too often we are content to describe as “those
people.” The story of Peter Maurin and Dorothy Day is that they chose freely to
live as the poor among the poor to bring hope and encouragement and fullness to
the poor.
It has been a strange and fruitful
season for me. Three seasons of life have coincided in an enriching manner. As
a Christian who tries to live at least a bit according to the Christian
calendar it has been the season of Lent where we recognize Christ in the
Wilderness, and we seek to be shaped by his Wilderness experiences as we participate
in little ways in his experience. I realized that my six weeks of long hours
were for me, a sort of time in a wilderness. It was also in addition to the
Lenten season a political campaign season. It should transform how we as
Christians view the political realm when we have gone out to meet Christ in the
Wilderness. We hear messages, sermons, and homilies on how Satan tempted Christ
in the Wilderness by taking him up to a high mountain and revealing to him the
glory of the kingdoms of the earth. He offered him all these kingdoms for the
small price of losing his soul. Then we see the spectacle of political
campaigns, and sometimes you can see men and women wanting to use government to
help others. But often you can see and feel the hunger for fame, power, glory,
control. Do we believe that a desire to have America would have been something
Jesus would have said – O yes give me that and I will honor your name and say
whatever I have to say to have control of America? Yet don’t we feel how that
is happening as we become obsessed with who controls the reigns of power on the
Potomac? Life in the wilderness leads me to reflect upon the lust for power which
is a spiritual disorder injected into our veins by the strike of the serpent
whose nature has always been to maim and kill. When I vote for a candidate it
will not be so much because of his ideology as it will be because I feel there
is a decency about this man or woman’s humanity.
I have been keeping up this Lent
with a Lenten book of meditations called Giving it Up written by Maggi
Dawn. I enjoy her way of writing to incorporate the wholeness of the
Christianity that surrounds her. She has lived the Christian life among
conservative and progressive Christians and her writing reveals someone who
refuses to set aside what she has learned in Christ from both. Her reflections
on the Scriptural passages illuminating the season of Lent have always been
brief, thoughtful, made to order for the lives of modern men and women, and yet
full of Christ and reflective of the tradition of our ancient faith.
Finally, I have enjoyed reading
through Christie Purifoy’s Roots and Sky. It is a memoir of her family’s
first year of living at their home in Pennsylvania called Maplehurst. The book
is a sort of memoir of a unique but ordinary Christian living in the world. She
explores discovering God in a garden, or building a picket fence, or having an
Easter egg hunt, or taking chainsaws to a fallen tree after a storm. Christie
Purifoy is one of the people whom I think of as an internet friend. We have
never met. We have only exchanged a few brief words on occasion but her blog
site is a special place where a tired person can read a simple expression regarding life
focused on a subject that seems perhaps common place. But the common place is not a
trivial place, rather it is where one meets God who meets us unexpectedly in the common
places. I like to describe Christie’s website as a haven where she offers a
place of rest. You will do well I think to make the journey over to Christie’s
website home at http://www.christiepurifoy.com/
Six weeks of 72 hour work weeks has
given me too many pages to write. I don’t do brief well. Still I hope if you
have had time and patience to read these words that there may have been a
blessing for you in these pages. It is time for me to get to things other than
writing. The trees in front of my house were beautiful this week with white
petals, but the white petals are dropping off while green leaves are appearing.
So there is stuff to see and do here.
And
God bless and thank you for stopping
by.
5 comments:
Appreciate this. I don't have your long hours but my job, though interesting and mostly fulfilling, can be stressful, so I often have the wilderness feeling. Thank you for the list. A Celebration of Discipline is already on my "to read" list - will look for the others. I have another excellent book to add to your list: The Divine Conspiracy by Dallas Willard.
Dan, so glad you have finished your long work peorid and get to enjoy the world around you and have time for your inner reflections and the other writers aRound you. Please have a wonderful time for all of that. God bless you.
I actually don't see a way to reply to individual comments so here is my reply to Ana and Gale.
Ana - Thank you for the Dallas Willard section. I actually have the book but haven't yet gotten to it. An interesting note is that when Richard Foster was writing on the disciplines one of the men in his church he would speak with about his writing was Dallas Willard.
Gale - Thank you for your kind blessing. I realize that you've certainly been in the wilderness at times as well. I guess we all get there and sometimes it is difficult to realize that another is there. Thank you and God bless.
To both of you and to myself - Let us look to him in our wilderness experiences and let us realize when another is in their wilderness experiences.
Isn't it good to go through a season and realize you did it better, with God's help? I really enjoyed "Roots & Sky." Have you read "Out Of The House Of Bread" yet? It fits in nicely here.
I haven't read that. Thanks for the tip. Yes it is wonderful to sense his presence in a season and looking back upon it. Also quite a few of your blogs fit in nicely with this theme. Thanks for the comments.
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